ayaanick

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  1. Ciid Mubaarak: Waxaan halkan ciid wanaagsan igu dirayaa kuli dhamaan Umada Muslimka ah ee ku nool Aduunka. Gaar ahaan waalidkay, iyo walaalahay. Ilaahay ha i'nagu gaarsiiyo ciidan ciideeda caafimaad, iyo barwaaqo InshaAllah! Ayaan
  2. Hibo: Waad dheeraatay walee: I am glad you went home, and saw the reality, that is hidden from us here. Someday perhaps we will be as brave as you, and go back to our motherland, and contribute something positive to our country, and people! Once again, welcome back, and best wishes to you walaal! ayaan/khadra
  3. Mobb-deep:(interesting nick) Well I am happy to know that we as Somalis are taking some actions towards this deadly disease that has claimed so many innocent lifes. So Mob-deep, I would really like to know more about this organization that you have mentioned aboved. Gurmad:(meaning action): Please do send me all of the info you can gather about this group! I would love get involve in a cause like this.
  4. Hmm:Interesting: Ilmatic: let's get one thing out of the way. I "Ayaan", am not looking for a stay at home fella. FYI I am not even looking. There is no greater job in this world then beig a mother. However if a women thinks that she is too "educated" to be a stay at home mom(well I guess that shows how ignorant she she really is), so let's pass this subject. There is nothing wrong with a woman who seeks knowledge, and uses that knowledge to help her society, the more educated a woman is the more she is able to be a good mother. So education, and being a good mother go hand in hand. Only Allah knows if he will bless me with children(good chilren Insha Allah), and when he does, I hope to be as a great of a mom like my mother was to me. The END
  5. Is there anything wrong with a woman becoming that,a care giver a mother.Does that demean her in any way? I never said there was anything wrong with that. I just don't enjoy the fact that we are only viewed as the care-givers, never the care getters?? We are always told to things for others, and some of it comes naturally, but when is enough, enough. When will see the day that "Fathers stay at home to take care of their children." I think mothers deserve an standing ovation for a job well done, but it is time to share the job with the fathers, after all it does take two to tango. Does it not???
  6. hmmm interesting: so the point to this article was again? That we will always just end up being a mother...always the care givers....that's it I am dropping out of school, and looking for a husband!!! yup you heard me..so who is looking to tie the knot huh?? J/W tata...we better find a better topic then this..it is just getting on my nerves!!!!
  7. late!!! (points off)..ooh how i hate
  8. LAA ILAAHA WA'ILAA ILAAHU RAJACUUN! YARXAMA KA'ALLAH. MAY ALLAH BLESS THEM ALL. SAD, VERY SAD. AYAAN
  9. You asked if we are ready to face whatever it is that may come in the near future? No we are not ready, and we can never be too ready either. What we can do is be optimistic about the future. We need to embrace each other. We need to be helpfull towards each other. We need to show love to our youngersters. We need to instill our rich heritage, and culture on our young/teenagers. We need to go back, and rebuild our country. We need to take things step by step, day by day. We need, We need, need I say more,...We need to Reunite!!! Someone Today ayaan
  10. For my brother whom I owe my whole life to. Uplifts me, every wakening moment. I can never say how much I am indebt to him. Too thankful to have him by myside, too lucky, yes indeed I have a brother that's one of a kind. Mustafa!!! How could I ever forget? With my first fight? With my first debate? Intellectual you are indeed! I honor you walaal. Piece of me and piece of you is what I am. Forever your sister, that’s me walaal. Always on my side with every fight. Always on my mind with every thought. Always reminds me of me. Is you. I love you. No, no, there is no word of how I feel to you Mustafa. My right, left and if there was in between wing. You are to me. I love you. Mustafa
  11. I cann't beleive this really had happened. when are we going to learn our lesson. How could we do such a thing. A nation full of mad-killers? This lady has only done righ by us, not because of force, but by choice, and this is how we re-pay her. I am just ashamed to call myself a Somali today!!! ayaan
  12. Yarxama walaal: I know this is a very difficult time for you and the family, but may Allah be with you in this difficutl times. Samir iyo Amiin Allah ha idinka siiyo (aabihiin). Janada Allah haka waraabiyo, isiga intii muslim ahayd ee dhimaty. ayaan
  13. what an interesting proposal. I think this is by the...(waryaa wake up and smell the coffee!!)...not to worry though, rest assured that shimberba shimberkiisu laduulaa. there are plenty of women whom do not want to wake up next to one man for the rest of their lives, therefor you would the perfect canadite...so what do you say, just have a kid, or two, of course she will be strong, she has no choice but be..single did you say, well you left yourself out for second there, that i thought you were only refering to her..as being a single parent. NOno faarax, I can assure you that your place will be taken in no time at all. so go ahead faarax, do as you please because after all, this is your dream!! have a wonderful couple of years with her, with her, and with her...who knows if there is anything left of you maybe the dogs will let you in their doghouse!!! tata ayaan
  14. Why is everyone picking on me? Oky so I was there, and yes it was by far the most funniest/scary(just little), thing that happened in Mankato. Unique...I do not have any guilt what so ever, cause there was no way I was going to wake you up, so you could kill me....aaaaah!!! Just for the record, Mankato has won the last three homecoomming games, therefor we have the right to be mad(: Section6er: Didn't I tell you to come???, and you said naah, maybe next weekend, well deal with it!!! We drove through the riot, and got hit by beer bottles, now that was(I will leave it to your imiginations!!)) ayaan
  15. It's just one of those stories, that make you say......yaah. Acuudu Bilaahi mina shaydayni rajeem. Whether it's true or not, it's pretty sad.... ayan
  16. Someone e-mailed me this story...so I hope you all enjoy it. WAA QISO DHAB AH Waa sheeko musiibo ah Gabari ay oga sheekaynayso saaxibaddeed..........Wallaahi waa Yaabka yaabkiisa Musiibo tii u waynayd dheh ...... Assalaamu calaykum walaalaheyga sharafta laheey waan ku salaamay. Salaan ka dib Marna ma rumaysanaysid waxa igu dhacay iyo waxaan dhib naftayda u soo jiiday, aduunkan waxa iigu wayn oon doonayo maanta waa danbi dhaaf ilaaah iyo INAAN DHINTO INTAANAN ANIGU NAFTAYDA DILIN. Ma garanyo waxaan naftayda ku sameeyo quusashadaan ka dib. Maalin ima soo marto illaa waan ooyaa illaa aaan gaaro inaan wax arki waayo. Maalin walba waxaan ku fakaraa inaan is daldalo, noloshaydu wax qiimo ah iima laha. Saacad walba waxaan tamanniyaa dhimasho Shallaaytaydee ma dhasheenaa, shalle-ytadaydee la ima abuureenaa!!!!! maxaan sameeyaa wareer baan ku sugnahaye wax walboo agtayda ah waxay soo baxeen waxaan mibna lahayn dhadhanna lahayn. Labadaydan gacmood ayaan ceeb ugu soo jiiday naftaayda iyo qoyskayga. Waxaan ceebeeyey ninkayga iyo caruurtayda waxaan dumiyay gurigayga. Wax walba waan ood i tiraahdaan waan xaqsadaa. Magac walboo xun iyo tilmaam walboo xun ood igu tilmaamtaan waan istaahilaa, ***** dabaal caqlilaaw, hawa raac iyo iyo iyo. Run ahaan wax walbood igu sifaysaan waan ahay. Laakiin qof dib ii celin kara oo soo sixi kara waxaan qalad sameeyay ma jiro mana idinku jiro qof i caawin kara. Sheekadaydu waxay noqotay waxaan ka noqosho lahayn wayna gashayna buugga taariikda. Sheekadayda ayaan soo hordhigayaa Gabar walba oo Muslimad ah oo isticmaasha INTERNETKA si ay calaamad ugu noqoto iyo ilaalin iyo si aysan ugu kicin axmaqnimada aan ku kacay iyo si ay ugu caqli qaataan kuwa caqliga leh. Sheekadaydu waxay ka bilaabatay gabar saxibtay Gurigeeda. Maalin ayay gurigeeda igu marti qaaday saaxiibadaay waxay ka mid ahayd kuwa internetka isticmaala inta badan. Waxay bilowday inay intenetka wax iga barto. Muddo 3 bilood gudaheeda ayay wax walb oo ku saabsan internetka igu bartay waxay i bartay chat roomyaashoo dhan waxay kaloo i bartay sida wax loo baaro iyo sida loo raadsho web site yaasha cusub iyo kuwooda wanaagsan iyo kuwooda xunba. 3daas Bilood gudahooda ayaan waxaan ninkayga ku qasbay inuu internet guriga soo galiyo. Aad ayuuna oga soo horjeeday arrintaan illaa aan ku qanciyay inaan daal wayn dareemayo maadaama aan ka fogahay ehelka iyo asxaabtaba, waxaana xujjo oga dhigay inay saaxiibaday wada isticmaalaan internet, halkaasna aan kala sheekaysan karo internetkuna nooga lacag jabanayahay Telefoonka. Wuu ogolaaday dagaal badan ka dib asagoo aniga ii naxariisanaya. Waxaan bilaabay inaan maalin walba saaxiibaday kula sheekaysto Internetka, ninkaygiina waa iga istareexay wax dacwo danbena igama maqal wuxuuna qirtay inuu ka istireexay dacwooyinkaygii. Mar walba oo uu ka baxo guriga sidii wax waalan baan internetka ugu ordaa, waan hor fariistaa anoo saacado badan maalin walba ku jira. Waxaan bilaabay inaan jeclaysto inuu maqnaado wax yar markuu sii Maqnaadana waan u xiisaa. Ninkayga waan jeclahay marna ninkaygu iskuma kay ladin wax walbana wuu i qabtay dhaqaalihiisuna aad uma fiicnayn markii la garabdhigo walaalahay iyo saaxiibaday, wanaagayga ayuu marwalba ka shaqaynayay. Maalmo badan markay tageen ka dib waxaan bilaabay in internetku uu noqdo meesha kaliya ee aan ku dareemo farxadda. Waxaana bilaabay xattaa inaanan xiisayn inaan ehelkay u safro oon u safri jirnay labadii wiigba mar. Mar walba oo uu ninkaygu guriga ii soo galo si dagdag ah ayaan u damiyaa internetka taasoo uu qariibsaday lana yaabay, ma uusan iga shakisanayn laakiin wuxuu uun doonayay inuu arko waxaan ka samaynayo Internetka. Laga yaabee inuu dareemay masayr ka dib markuu i arkay anoo maalin ku jira ”Voice Chat” qof kula sheekaysanaya ”cod ahaan” isticmaalaya mikrafoon. Markaa ka dib ayuu bilaabay inuu i canaanto asoo leh internetku waa wax balaaran waxyaalo badanna laga faaiidaysan karo, maad ka baratid luuqadaha iyo sida loo sameeyo website anfacaya dadka ood iska daysid waxa maalaa yacniga ah ood waqtiga isaga dhuminaysid. Ka dib waxaan isku dayey inaan ka faaiidaysto internetka mar danbana aanan galin ”chat roomka” (Qolalka wada sheekaysiga) inaan la hadlayo walaalo iyo saaxiibo mooyee. Waxaan ka tagay tarbiyadii caruurtayda waxaana u daayay khadaamaddda guriga, waxaan garanayay waxaan xafiday waqtiyada uu ninkaygu shaqada dhammeeyo gurigana ku soo aadanyahay si aan u damiyo computerka oo uusan iigu arag anoo ku mashquulsan chatka. Waxaan si aada u dayacay naftayda. Waagii hore aad ayaan isu qurxin jiray sida ugu qurux badanna baan u labisan jiray intuusan ninkaygu shaqada ka soo laaban, internetka ka dib waxaan bilaabay inaan tartiib tartiib naftayda iyo ninkayga iyo caruurtayda u illaawo illaa aan dhammaan wada illaaway, waxaana bilaabay inaan samaysto cudurdaaryo beena, sida:- imaadan sheegin inaad waqtigaan soo laabanaysid, ama waqtigaagii baad ka soo hor martay iyo kuwa badan. Waxaan aad ugu mashquulsanaa internetka illaa aan gaaray inaan soo kaco ka dib markuu seexdo oon galo internetka dibna sariirta ugu laabto intuusan soo kicin. Laga yaabee inuu dareemay internetka waxaan ku hayyo inay tahay waqti dhumis ee aanan waxba ka faaiidaysanayn, laakiin wuxuu iiga dhimrinayay kalinimada maadaama ay ehelku iga fogyihiin, asna shaqo ku mashquulsanyahay, balse waxaa aad u dhibayay ihtimaam la’aanta aan u hayya caruurteenna mar walbana wuu igu canaanantaa laakiin hubka aan isku daafaco ayaa ahaa oohin iyo inuusan ogayn waxa guriga ka socda intuu ka maqanyahay, see baad saas ii oran kartaa. Aan soo gaabshee Internetka intaan guriga la soo galin ka hor ninkaygu guriga ka maqanyahay waxaan wici jiray tobannaan jeer inaan maqlo codkiisa oo kaliya. Haddana internetka ka dib inaan is maqli wayno oon waco maraan dan wayn aan ka leeyahay oo kaliya. Ninkayga waxaa ku dhalatay masayr wayn oo uu u qaaday Internetka laakiin masayrkaan waxaan kula dagaal lami jiray boohin iyo sirta haweenka iyo xeeladda wayn een u leenahay qancinta nimankeenna. Sidaas ayay nolosheennu ahay muddo ku dhow 6 bilood marna kuma soo dhicin ninkayga maskaxdiisa inaan si xun u isticmaalo internetka. Mudadaas 6 bilood ah ayaa waxaan calaaqo wayn na dhex martay magacyo la soo tobal caaraystay “Nick Names” aanan garanayn inay niman yihiin iyo inay naago yihiin toona, qof walba oo chat ka ii soo gala si uu iila sheekaysto ayaan la sheekaysanayay xattaa anoo og inuu yahay nin waxaan la sheekaysanayo. Waxaan ka dalbanayay inay iga caawiyaan computerka wax badan ayaan ka bartay oo ku saabsan internetka. Dadkaas mid ka mida ayaa calaaqadeennu aad u waynaatay sababtoo ah wuxuu xirfad wayn u lahaa internetka, mar walba waan la sheekaysanayay dhib walba oo iga soo waajahda computerkana asaan kula ordayay ilaa uu kulankeennii noqday mid yawmi ah oo maalin walba ah. Waxaan jeclaaday sheekadiisa iyo kaftankiisa xiriirkeennu inuu sii waynaado ayuu bilaabay maalinba maalinka ka dambaysa. Aniga iyo ninka lagu magacaabo ????? kuna naynaasan –hebal—arrin wayn wayn ayaa na dhex martay wuxuu igu kaday hadalkiisa malab ka ah erayadiisa jacaylka eed moodo inuu buug ka soo xafiday, laga yaabee in erayadiisu aad aysan u qorxoonayn laakiin shaydaan ayaa malab ii mariyay iiguna qurxiyay si xadka ka baxsan. Maalin maalmaha ka mid ah ayuu iga dalbaday inuu codkayga maqlo wuuna ku adkaystay dalabkiisa illaa uu igu handaday inuu iga tagayo iskayna mootin doono, waxaan isku dayay inaan hor istaago dalabkiisa kana dhaadhiciyo inaanan awoodin laakiiin waan ku guulaysan waayay. Meel dhexe ayaan isugu nimid waan wada hadlaynaa bishardi inay noqoto hal wada hadal mar danbana aanan wada hadlin, taleefoon namarradii ayaan is dhaafsannay. Waan wada hadalnay anooo walwal wayn iyo cabsi igu jirto, laakiin hadalkiisu aad ayuu u macaanaa, waan gariirayay marwalboon maqlo codkiisa waxaan ogaa inuu shaydaan sadex nagu ahaa iina qurxinayay arrintaan, lana dagaallamayay dhawrsanaantayda iyo akhlaaqdayda iyo diiintayda intii ka dhimmanayd. Halkaan ayayna ka bilaabatay noloshayda daba gadoonkeedu, qof walboo akhriyaa sheekadaan wuxuu oran ninkaygu yahay qof dayac badan maqnaashana badan laakiin arrintu waa caksiga shaquu ka soo bixi jiray saaxiibadiisna in badan ma aadi jirin aniga awgay iyo kalinamada oo uu ila nacsanaa. Maalmo badan markay soo wareegeen ka dib oon macallimad ku noqday Internetka oon maalin walba ku jiri jiray 8 saacadood ilaa 12 saacadood, waxaan bilaabay inaan karaahs ninkayga joogitaankiisa in badanna aan taas ku cataabo kuna boorriyo inuu waqtiyada shaqada badsado galbihiiyoo kale uu shaqeeyo si aan oga baxno daynta is fuufuushay ee nalaku leeyahay, run ahaanna hadalkaygii ayuu qaatay saaxiib ayuu mashruuc yar kula noqday shirko, markaa ka dib saacadaha aan Internetka ku jiro intii ayay ka sii bateen. Calaaqadaydii aan ninkaan internetka iska baranay la lahaa ayaa sii xoogaysatay. Wuxuuna bilaabay inuu iga dalbado inaan is aragno codkayga markuu maqlay ka dib, uma aanan aabayeelayn dalabkiisan kamana hoos qaaday, waxaana ku cataabi jiray ku canaanan jiray dalabkaan uu iga dalbanayo inaan kulanno laga yaabee inaan anba aad u xiisaynayay araggiisa laakiin inaan anna xiisahayga cadaysto waxaa iga hortaagnaa cabsi aan cabsanyo fadeexad ee ma ahayn cabsi aan Ilaah. Dalabkiisii ayuu aad ugu adkaystay aadna iigu ilxaaxiyay inaan is aragno arag oo kaliya aan wax kale ahayn. Waan aqbalay bishardi inay ahaato tii ugu horraysay uguna danbaysay, wuxuuna yiri anba intaas oo kaliyaan doonayaa inaan ku arko oo kaliya wax hadal ahna aanan is dhaafsan. Waxaan filayaa inuu rumaysan waayay inaan ogolaaday ka dib markuu ku dhawaaday quusasho, waxaana ka dareemay inuu farax la kala batay, wuxuu igu qanciyay inuu yahay qof Ilaah ka baqaya wax dhibana haba yaraatee aysan xaggiisa iga soo gaarayn uuna ii noqon doono gidaar oo kale intaan wada joogno wax dhib ahna aanan arki doonin, wuuna ogolaaday shardigii wuxuuna ku dhaartay inaysan arrintu aragti kaliya dhaafin. Waana yeelay. Waa ballan-nay taasoo shaydaan sadex nagu yahay suuqyada waawayn mid ka mida dukaan kaas saacadaas daqiiqadaas. Wuu i arkay anna waan arkay “Shallaytadaydeen ma arkeenaa”!!!!!!!!!!!! wuxuu ahaa quruxloow aad u quruxbadan jirkiisa iyo dheerarkiisa dhan walba oo jirkiisa ahna waa i cajabisay muddu daqiiqad ka yar daqiiqadaas aan arkay waxaan dareemay inaanan arag ninka qurux badan intaan noolaa, ninkaygu ma foolxumayn mana gaabnayn mana buurnayn laakiin daqiiqadaas waaan dareemay inaanan horay u arag nin ka qurux badan. Asna xaggiisa ma rumaysan inuu la sheekaysan jiray gabar sidayda u eg, wuxuuna ii cadeeyay inuu aragtidayda ku farxay quruxdaydana uuna rumaysan waayay inuu gabar saas u qurxoon mudadaas la sheekaysanayay, wuxuuna ii jeclaaday sidii wax waalan, wuxuu bilaabay inuu i yaraahdo waan is dilayaa haddaan ku waayo wuxuu kaloo oran jiray shallaydee waligay kuma arkeenaa wuxaan dareemay naagnimo waxaan bilaabay inaan qurux aanan horay isugu tuhmi jirin inaan isku tuhmo xattaa guurkayga ka hor. Ma uusan ogayn in la i qabo ninkaygana uu Ilaah caruur iga siiyay. Wada sheekay-sigeennii intaan is aragnay ka dib aad ayuu isu badalay wuxuuna ahaa mid wada sheekaysi jacayl, wuxuuna ogaaday meelaha aan ka nuglahay iyo daciifnimadayda shaydaanna waa caawinayay laga aabee inuu hogaanka u hayay. Wuxuu doonay inuu i arko aad ayaan taas u diidanaa mar walbana waxaan xasuusinayay ballantuu qaaday, balse naftaydaa aad ayaan oga dareemayay inaan jeclahay inaan arko,laakiin suura gal iima ahayn inaan arko ninkayguna magaalada joogo, aad ayaan isugu sii dheeraanaynay waa walboo barya waxaana mar walba xasuusinayay in la i qabo caruurna leeyahay. Wuxuu igu yiri waxaad tahay Xuurl Caynta aduunka. Codkiisa iyo sheekadiisa ayaa waxay ii noqdeen daraag oo kale i qabanaya haddaan saacado moognaado, waxaaan sawirtay anoo hor jooga labadiisa gacmood ku dhex jira see dareemi lahaa, wuxuu i nacsiiyay ninkayga aan marna arag raaxo dalbaadkayga fulintooda iyo farax galintayda awgeed. Waxaan bilaabay inuu madax xanuun igu dhaco maalin ama laba maalmood haddaan chatRoomka ka waayo waxaan kaloo bilaabay inaaan dareemo masayr haddaan arko asoo dad kale la sheekaysanaya ma garanyo waxa igu dhacay, waxaan noqday tan aadka u doonaysa una xiisaynaysa. Wuu dareemay inaan ku waashay wuxuuna gartay suu iiga faaiidaysan lahaa wuxuuna falkeeda galay suu maalin kale ii arki lahaa, maalin ma soo maro illaa wuxuu soo celiyaa dalabkiisii ahaa inaan ku arkaan doonayaa annaa aan diidayo anoo xujjo ka dhiganaya waa la i qabaa, asna uu leeyahay ee maxaan samaynaa?? Ma saas baan ku jirnaa illaa aan murugo u dhimanno?? Ma caqli gal baa inaan is jeclaanno aana awoodi kari wayno xattaa inaan isku soo dhawaannoo?? Qasab waa inuu xal jiraa aan ku kulmi karno si aan ugu wada noolaano hal saqafhoostii, wax uusan isku dayin lama arko anna wax walba aan ka diidayo illaa uu soo gaaray inuu ii soo bandhigo guur oon ninkaygana ka dalbado furriin si aan isu guursanno, haddaanan saas sameyn inaan is dilo ama waasho ama aan ninkaaga dilo. Run aad ayaan u cabsaday..... laakiin waxbaa xaggiisa ii jiiday ina illowsiinayay ninkayga iyo caruurtaydaba waxaabad moodaa inay fikraddu i cajabisay, mar walbuu ila hadlo waan gariirayay ilkahana isku garaacayay waxaad moodaa in korkayga qabow lagu furay, aad ayaan u wareeray, waxaan dareemay inaan naftaydu ninkayga xabsi ugu jirto Jacaylkaan u hayyayna uu dhammaaday waxaan bilaabay inaan araggiisa iyo suu u egyahay aan naco, waan illaaway naftayda iyo caruurtaydaba waxaan ka shallaayay oo nacay guurkaygii iyo noloshayda waxaan dareemay kalinnimo sidii inaan kali ku ahay. Markuu ogaaday oo hubsaday jacaylka aan u qabo waynankiisa iyo siduu ii hantay wuxuu ii soo bandhigay inaan mushkilo ninkayga ku furo siinan wayneeyo mar walba illaa ii i furo arrinkaan horay ugama soo dhicin laakiin markaan maqlay waxaan dareemay inay tahay albaabka kaliye ee ii furan een oga bixi karo waxaan xabsi ahanta u dareemay “ waa la noolaashaha ninkayga”. Wuxuu ii ballan qaaday inuu i guursan doono ninkaygu markuu i furo ka dib inuuna farxad iyo nolol tan u wacan ku wada noolaan doono. Arrinkaas sameyntiisu iima fududayn yacni inaan ninkayga ku furu dhibaatooyin ii sababa furriin. Laakiin jacaylka aan ninkaan u qaaday ayaa igala waynaaday run ahaanna waxaan bilaabay inaan dhibaatooyin samaysto ninkaygana buuq ku furo maalin walba. Ninkaygii arrinkaan waa u adkaysan waayay wuxuuna bilaabay inuu guriga ka maqnaado intuu ka maqnaan jiray in ka badan ilaa uu gaaray inuu guriga u yimaado jiif kaliya. Xaalkaan ayaan ku jirnay dhowr usbuuc annaa aan mar walba sii abuurayo mushkilado cusub, waqti dheer ayay arrintaan qaadatay ninkaygiina waa u sammray dhibtaydii. Ninkii aan khiyaamada isla wadnayna waa i daahsaday wuxuuna iga dalbaday inaan is aragno sababtoo ah waxaa laga yaabaa inuusan ku furin si dagdag ah waa inaan is aragnaa haddii kale ?????. waan ka aqbalay ka noqnoqosho la’aan. Waxaabad moodaa inuu ibliis dabada iga wado go’aamadana ii goynayo waxaana ka dalbaday inuu muddo ii sugo intaan jaanis ka helayo. Maalinkii arbacad kuna aadanaa 21/01/1421 H. Ayaa ninkaygii i yiri safar shaqo oo shan bari qaadanaya ayaan u baxayaa, farxad ayaa i qaaday waxaana dareemay tanu inay tahay waqtigii aan sugayay. Ninkaygu wuxuu doonay inuu ii diro reerahayga si intuu maqanyahay aan xagga u sii joogo una soo sitareexo. Laakiin waan ka diiday boqolaal cudur daarna waan keensaday inaanan bixi karin. Wuu ogolaaday asoo aad u dhibsanaya safarkii ayuuna u baxay maalitii jimcaha ahayd. Maalitii axadda ayaan wada hadalnay waxaana u sheegay inaan diyaar u ahay is araggii waan ogaa waxaan samanayo inay qatar ahaayeen khalad waynna ahaayeen, laakiin waxaan iraadadayda iyo awoodayda waa ka sarreeyeen ilaa aan gaaray inaanan wax cabsiyaba dareemin. Waan isla baxnay haa run ahaan waan isla baxnay NAFTAYDA AYAAN IIBSHAY. Waan raacay anoo isugu sheekaynaya aad ninka si wacan u soo baratid. Waxaan ku ballanay suuqyada midkood, ballantii ayuuna ku yimid. Waxaana fuulay gaarigiisa waan soconnay annagoo magaalda jididkeeda war wareegayna. Waxba ma dareemin inkastoo xoogaaa cabsiya igu jirtay balse waxay ahayd markii ugu horraysay oon la baxo nin aan waxba ii ahayn waxa kaliyoo naga dhexeeya ay tahay sheeko 7 bilood oo kaliya socotay oo ahayd chat roomka iyo halkulan oo ahaa daqiiqad in ka yar. Waxaa ka muuqday walwal kan iga muuqda kan ka badan oon ka dareemi karay hadalkiisa. Waxaan ku bilaabay hadalkii. Ma doonayo inaan in badan ka maqnaado guriga waxaan ka baqayaa inuu ninkayga soo waco ama wax kale dhacaan. Wuxuuiigu jawaabay Waayo oga fakaraysaa ha soo wacee iska daa inuu ku furood ka istreexdid ayaa laga yaabaaye. Uma bogin sheekadiisa iyo erayaduu isticmaalayo, walwalkii i hayyay ayaa igu sii siyaaday. Waxaan ku iri waa inaadan aad u fogaan ma doonayo inaan guriga in badan ka maqnaado. Wuxuu iigu jawaabay Xoogaa waan soo daahaynaa maxaa yeelay marna si fudud kugu sii dayn mayo waxaa kaliya oon doonayaa inaan xoogaa waqtiya adiga kula qaato ishana kaa buuxsado waxa laga yaabaa inaadan mardanbe ii ogolaan inaan dib kuu arko. Saaas ayay sheekadaydii ku bilaabatay inkastoo walwalkaygu uu sii badanayay saasoo tahay naftaydu waxay sii jeclaysanaysay marwalba inaan la sii joogo. Sheekadeennii waxay bilowday inay u waajahsato xagga romansiga Jacayl, ma garanayo inta saac oon isla joognay xattaa ma dareemin jidka aan hayno iyo meeshaan u soconno toona. Waxaan ku baraarugay anoo jooga meel aanan garanayn, mugdi ah una eg beer lagu nasto, waxaan bilaabay inaan ku qayliyo waa maxay meeshaan aan joogno?! Xaggeena ii wadaa??.. sakanno duduhood gaarigii waa gaarigii oo istaagay iyo nin kale oo albaabka gaariga furaya iigana soo bixinaya gaariga si xoog ah.......waxaad moodaa wax walba inay sidii biriq u dhacayaa yacni dhaqsaha ........... waan qayliyay ........ waana ooyay.......bal inaan wax i caawiya arko ......... waxaan gaaray inaanan maqlin waxay sheegayaan aanan fahminna waxaan dareemay dharbaaxo wajiga la iiga dhuftay iyo qaylo la igu qaylinayo iyo ruxruxid la i ruxruxay illaa miyirkii iga tagay cabsida i haysay waynankeeda awgeed. Ma garanayo waxay igu sameeyeen iyo waxay ahaayeen iyo intay ahaayeen toona, laba ka mid ah ayaa uun arkay, wax walba sidii biriq ayay igu dhaafayeen. Waxaan ku baraarugay ooku miyirsaday anoo dhabardhabar u jiiffa dharka intii badnaydna la iga siibay, jiifana qol faaruq ah dharkaygiina la jeexjeexay waxaan bilaabay inaan qayliyo oon ooyo korkaygoo dhanna wuu wada wasakhaysnaa waxaana filayaa inaan isku kaadshay. Sakanno ka dib waaba asagii oo soo galay qoslayana. Waxaan ku iri:”Ilaahaybaan idinku dhaarshaye iska kay sii daaya inaan gurigaygii ku noqdaan doonayaaye”. Wuxuu i yiri:”Gurigaaga waad ku noqon doontaa, laakiin waxaad iga ballan qaadaa inaadan qofna u sheegin. Haddii kale fadeexad ayay ku noqon ehelkaaga, haddaad i sheegto ama dacwo igu soo oogtana waxaan ka aargoosan caruurtaada”. Waxaan ku iri:”Waxaan doonayaa inaan gurigaygii aado oo kaliya qofna u sheegi maayo”. Waxaa iga tanbata cabsidii waxaan dareemayay jirkayga oo gariiraya mana joojin oohin intaas uun baan ka xasuustaa wixii dhacay wax kalana ma xasuusto waxaa kaliya oon xasuustaa meeshii markuu iga soo qaaday ilaa uu guriga i keenay waxaa u dhaxaysay 4 saacadood. Indhuhuu iga xiray oo gaariga ayuuna i soo saaray. Wuxuuna igu tuuray meel u dhow gurigayga. Qofna ima arag anoo saas ah “qaawan”. Gurigaan si dagdag ah u galay, waxaana ku laabtay oohintaydii ilaa ay ilmadii iga dhammaatay. Markaas ka dib ayaa waxaan ogaaday inay i kufsadeen dhiigna iga da’ayay. Waan rumaysan kari waayay waxa igu dhacay iyo waxaan naftayda gacmahayga ugu soo jiiday. Waxaan maxbuus ku noqday qolkayga. Ma arag caruurtaydii, cuntana afkayga kama dagin. Alla hoogayeey Jaxiimaan lugahayga ku raadsaday, saan ka dib muxuu xaalkaygu noqon doonaa. Naftaydaan nacay waxaana isku dayay inaan is dilo naftana iska qaado. Waxan ka baqayaa fadeexada iyo ninkaygu wuxuu i oran doono. Ha i waydiin caruurtay, waxaan Xattaa markuu ninkaygii safarka ka soo noqday wuxuu dareemay is badalka wayn ee igu dhacay. Xaalkaygii aad ayuu u sii xumaaday illaa uu gaaray inuu isbitaal xoog igu geeyo. Laakiin nasiib wanaag dhakhtarradiii ma ogaan wax igu dhacay. Waxay uun igu arkeen cunto xumo iyo dhiig la’aan. Waxaan ninkayga ka dalbaday inuu ehelkayga ii qaado sida ugu dagdagga badan aan ayaan u ooyay ehelkayguse aysan waxba ka ogayn waxa iga oohinaya. Waxayse iska dhaadhiciyeen in aniga iyo ninkayga mushkilo na dhex taal. Waxaa i soo gaartay inuu aabahay la hadlay ninkayga, balse wax natiijo ah aysan oga soo bixin, sababtooo ah ninkaygu xattaa waxba ma ogayn. Qof garanyo lama arko waxa igu dhacay oo ehelkayga ka mid ah. Ehelkayga waxay ii geeyeen nin quraan igu aqriya, ayagoo u haysta in il ama jinn igu dhacay. Xaq uma lihi inaan ninkayga la sii noolaado, waxaana ka dalbaday furitaan, markii hore anaa isla rabay furitaanka, laakiin hadda asaan doonayaa inuu iga istareexo si uu gabar dhawrsan u guursado iyo anoo ixtiraamayaa caruurtayda aabahood. Xaq uma lihi inaan ku dhex noolaado dadka sharafta leh. Waxa igu dhacayoo dhan waa waxan labadayda gacmood ku sameeyo. Anigaa gacmahayga ku qotay qabrigayga. Saaxiibka chatroomkuna waxaa uun ahaa wiil ugaaranaya anna dabinkaan ugu dhacay. Qof walba oo sheekadayda ogaada wuxuu igu sifayn doonaa ***** ama caqli laawad waxaas iyo wax ka wayn ayaan xaqsadaa, bal rajmi in dhagax la igu dilaan xaqsadaa........ taasooy tahay waxaan tamanninayaa inaysan ku dhicin gabar muslimad ah waxa igu dhacay. Waxaan rajaynayaa inuu ninkaygu iska kay cafiyo ceebtaan aan u soo jiiday xaq uma laha caruurtaydana waxaan ka rajaynayaa sidoo kale inay iska kay cafiyaan anaa sabab u ahaa sabab u ahaa sabab u ahaa sabab u ahaa .......... Ilaahna waxaan waydiisan danbi dhaaf. Miyaanan la gaarin waqtigay waantoomi lahaayeen gabdhaha ku waalan chatroom ka ilaahyna ka baqi lahaayeen. Khaladku ma aha internetka laakiin annaga weeye waxa sida xun u isticmaalaya khayrka ka tagaya xumaantana raadsanaya faaiidadiisu way wayntahay annaguna xumaantaan ka doonaynaa. Waxaa haray inaan iraahdo............wey dhimatay saaxiibtey usbuucyo ka dib ayey dhimatay sirteediina waa la dhimatay ninkeedii oon ogaan ayayna dhimatay. Aniga oo kaliya ayey ii sheegtay anna inaad ku cibra qaadataan awgeed ayaan idiinku soo wariyay. Ninkeediina ma furin waxaana ogaaday inuu aad oga murgay iyo inuu ka tagay shaqadiisii, uuna fariistay guriga si uu u koriyo caruurtiisa. Intaa ka dib waxaan dareemay inaysan noloshani ahmiyad saas u sii wayn lahan dhadhanna waligeed yeelanayn illaa daacada Ilaahay iyo Rasuulkiisa mooyee. Ilaahay ha u naxariisto danbi dhaafna Ilaah u waydiiya.
  17. I am the proud little sis of the (published author)...I read the draft(2001/2002) of the the new book sounded very interesting then, and can't to get my autograghed copy..safi!!!(I have already paid my dues for just being blood)!!! luv ya!! khadra
  18. ayaanick

    My Marriage!

    Hibo: Walaal naga soo gaar. Soomalidii baan meel aan kala dhigno garan la'nahay. Guryihii buuxsame, dormskii buuxsame...gabar maxaa lasameenaa? Walaahi Mankato waxay noqotay, ceel gaab, if you know what I mean. You see that's why we need you here to put things back in order, so we don't care how you get here, just get here girly. We miss you a lot...I mean it walaahi...so today being the first meeting of ASA...I shell make everyone take a moment of silence(no I mean I moment of rememberance) for you madam. Wishing all the best!! Khadra, Lucky & Adam!!!
  19. Thank you everyone. Nothing can bring her back, I guess her time was up, but we are coping with her loss still. This poem is by my Neice Kinsi Missing you... Missing you... If you only knew.. Staring at the star-filled night, Maybe you see the same sight... Maybe you`re wishing on that shooting star, Like I am...from afar, Maybe you hear my voice, Though I`m not uttering any noise. But i`m glad life gave me the opportunity, To actually see, How wonderful it was to have known... A person so beautiful and nice, And to actually know they`re watching over you, ...from paradise.
  20. Minneapolis Woman Dies in Crash Every one knew her as Lizza. One of my bestfriends...I will certianly miss her very, very much!!! Family and friends are mourning the loss of a Minneapolis woman killed by a vehicle fleeing police Saturday night. Her loved ones are trying to understand just what happened. Minneapolis police say this was not a police chase. But the family of 29-year-old Fregenet Tafesse Woubshet wants more details from police as they try to come to grips with the sudden and tragic loss of a woman who they say wanted to save the world. Woubshet died instantly when a man fleeing police slammed his vehicle into hers at the intersection of 12th Avenue South and East 28th Street around 5:45 Saturday night. Minneapolis police say it all started when two officers saw a vehicle stopped at 12th and 26th, with a man standing near the vehicle. The officers stopped to question the driver and the pedestrian, but say the driver sped off. Police say by the time an officer got back in the squad car, the suspect had already hit Woubshet's SUV. Woubshet was an Ethiopian immigrant who became an American citizen last year. Friends say her dream was to help others. Eman Ausman, a friend of Woubshet says, “She's very loving and caring, very caring, very caring person for each individual, it doesn't matter whether she knows that person or not, she cares about everybody. “ Minneapolis police are still looking for the man who was driving the vehicle that hit Woubshet. He fled on foot after his vehicle crashed into her SUV. Despite a search, officers were unable to find him.
  21. Inaa Alilaah wa inaa Ilaah rajucuun. My Allah Bless his soul. Dadkiisina Samir iyo Amiin Allah ha ka siiyo. ayaan
  22. All right: It was a beautiful day, and I had mad fun. I am sorry to all those that I didn't get to meet. It just seemed that people were siting in their own little corners, and I personally am a bit shy(yeah right). But anyways something wasn't right about the atmosphere, therefor I didn't feel at home...(weird to say yeah)...But to sum it up I had good time with my MSU boys... peace and luv, ayaan
  23. How sweet. I just love you all. So helpful, tears are coming down my eyes...okay...yeah Ilmatic...please hit me up dude...lost your number...otherwise like Aliyah had suggested we should take a taxi..just kidding, I will try to get a hold of ya..or anyone for that matter. Mizz-Unique thanks sweet thing, but I am afraid I will have a better chance of making to the picnic even if I walk cause I am already here in the Twin cities, and your not...but i am hoping that you will make it somehow..otherwise call off..it's just work...not that important...(hehehe just kidding) wish ya the best. This will be my first time seeing the falls, and I have lived here for the past six years...how sad is that people!!!! see ya
  24. Ilmatic, I need a ride man...or anyone.who knows the sistah without the car ayaanick, please give me a ride if you happen to see me hiking towards the falls!!!! bye....
  25. Thanks everyone. It was something that kept coming up on my relations with men, and was just wondering if I was somehow in wonderland. I totally understand that, the world we live in today isn't the world that our mother lived. I am just trying to live my life the best way I know how, and if that might seem too modern for some people then let it be. Ilmatic: You know me better then everyone in here...and you had that to say? I am a natural born leader...(and so are you?)..(grin) has nothing to do with me being too modern dear! Hibo: I missed you, you might not beleive, but honest to Allah I missed you. I miss your witty sense of humor! I hope your doing well, and yes I can give you this much, you are more somali then I((((We all miss you Hibo Lucky says))))...