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  4. Posted

    Originally posted by :Abtigiis & Tusbax

    B&H, this anti-islam and atheist talk is also boring. When the taskforce of atheists who obviously want us to debate them with their specialized field of study -bashing religion- calm down, we promise we shall loosen up too.

    it is a little to simple to divide people into muslims and atheist Abtigiis & Tusbax. There should be attempts made to respect individuals and their views. and they too shouldnt insult peoples conviction. we need a balance. extremist at both ends is not the solution.

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    Originally posted by Dhubad.:

    quote:Originally posted by Norfsky:

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    Originally posted by AYOUB:

    About time..
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    So true. Proud day. Before the Asians and they came over in the 60s!

     

    Cawaale, he didn't play against Blackbrun.

     

    He just did a last ditch tackle :cool:
    lool@before the Asians. True say !

     

    Good luck to him.
    The Asian were too busy becoming doctors and businessman, never wasting time on sport. Michael Chopra was asian, former newcastle player.

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    I can lie to others on a daily basis, be the hypocrite that condemns certain act and yet behind closed doors engages in many of them. I can appear as clean and pure but I am rotting inside. My conduct and behaviour as a Muslim are highly exemplary, I know all the buzz words and the right words to say to any given person at any given point or conversation. Sometimes, my knowledge on Islam is very superior to many of the bearded brothers I hang with; I can argue any point of Islam and in the past have convinced many people of the true of Islam. However I can’t pretend anymore, I have serious fundamental uncertainties of Islam. I believe in Allah and pray 5 times a day, however I perform the pray out of routine and not because of sincerity. You could say I am a good Muslim by looks but appear to have some fundamental flaws. I can’t pin point my problems.

     

    I am a drug addict-several. I am a womaniser, I sleep around, picking up chicks in clubs and yet will always have a conscience and always question whether what I am doing is right- there is goodness in me. I do this as a form of escapism and it makes me calm but afterwards. I can’t lie to myself and hence the reason why I perform my Islamic duties out of routine and not conviction.

     

    On some occasions, I am so ashamed of myself that I can’t bare to ask Allah for forgiven and don’t bother praying because I feel I am not worthy. I am only religious when I am burdened but the moment I am relieved of my worries I celebrate by indulging in bad deeds. I don’t want to make a mockery of Allah – there is no point of committing sin and then asking for his forgiveness.

     

    I am not the kind of person who is influenced by friends though many of my acts have been picked up my friends. Sometimes, in order to redeem myself, I give to charity - hoping it will give me good deeds. I don’t know what I am running away from but please give me answers.

     

    All in all I am not a none-believer, I believe in Allah and I am practising Muslim but I don’t posses real imam and faith. Sometimes, I would be pray to Allah and because my prayers lack conviction think what I am doing – seeing is believing. Other times I try to increase my iman by trying to understand – I know Allah exists because there are manifestations of his existence. I can always automatically spot defects in other faiths and see why Islam is vastly superior to them.

     

    I think I am depressed as well.