ISHWAAQ

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  1. I want you to know without doubt

    you given me so much and without regards i have possessed all that you have

    you have waited too long for peace and harmony now i am longing for those days of joyfulness

    now it is my turn to repay you

    i know that bridge is burned but Please don't let me be lost

    my soul is empty and i am petrified in dreams

    for all the pain and the suffering that i cost you

    my children are vanished and i have no future

    Please forgive me my BELOVED country which you have never done me wrong.

     

     

    this from FB.


  2. This is my letter to the world,

    That never wrote to me,

    The simple news that Nature told,

    With tender majesty.

    Her message is committed

    To hands I cannot see;

    For love of her, sweet countrymen,

    Judge tenderly of me!

     

    By Emily Dickinson


  3. I uploaded,downloaded,upgraded and even downgraded,but my heart is beating like a dial up

    My speech is slow like I am verbally constipated

    My thoughts are random like I have a Trojan virus

    but my brain is running like a supercomputer

    what could this be? Is my soul crashing like a hard drive? should I just scrap it like an old computer?


  4. Blame it on the neighbor kid when you fail to do your job

    Blame it on the western when you don’t set an example

    Blame it on the surwaal when u wearing see through

    Blame it on the wes..wes..Western

     

    They wonder why their kids lie

    When they lying to the welfare to gain couple of $$$

    Why yell to the kids when father is nearly never home

    And you are on the phone talking about other people’s kids

    Letting your 15 years daughter in charge of the other children

     

     

    Blame it on the neighbor kid when you fail as parent

    Blame it on the TV you’re the one paying the bill

    Blame it on system when you let the system feed your family.

    Blame it on economic when you choose souk istaag

    Blame it on the wes..wes..wes..wess. .western culture

    When you failed as a parent.


  5. I uploaded, downloaded, upgraded and even downgraded,

    But my heart is beating like a dial up

    My speech is slow like I am verbally constipated

    My thoughts are random like I have a Trojan virus

    But my brain is running like a supercomputer

    yet,i can not comprehend like my memory is full

    How could this be? Is my soul crashing like a hard drive?

    Should I just scrap it like an old computer?


  6. days gone by

    years seem to vanish

    though you have been long gone

    i carry you in my thoughts

    i feel you touch when you are million miles away

    i hear your voice through my hart beat

    i small your scent when ever the wind blows

    i try to forget you and my heart starts to crash

    i can not free my self from this obsession

    how could i when my soul is lost in you.


  7. I am trying to feel anything other than this pain of numbness

    My soul,

    My heart

    My joy

    My dreams

    Have perish with this heartless man

    I can’t laugh,

    I can’t cry,

    I can’t sleep

    I can’t think

    I can’t even complete a simple poem; it is like my life is cut in short….

    please help me to put end to this thoughtless thinking of you.


  8. Just the only one I wish would have stayed

    Just for a couple of laughs

    Just for a couple of hugs,

    Just for a couple of kisses

    You held me a minute nearly a decade ago,

    And I am paying a hefty price to this day.

    A hefty price of sorrow… sleepless…waiting and the thought of unwanted…unbidden

    The thought of you not benign in my life push me into the darkness

    Should I save my self or should I die?

    I should save my self for the man whom I love

    Just in case he calls, I want to be there to take him call.


  9. Just the only one I wish would have stayed

    Just for a couple of laughs

    Just for a couple of hugs,

    Just for a couple of kisses

    You held me a minute nearly a decade ago,

    And I am paying a hefty price to this day.

    A hefty price of sorrow… sleepless…waiting and the thought of unwanted…unbidden

    The thought of you not benign in my life push me into the darkness

    Should I save my self or should I die?

    I should save my self for the man whom I love

    Just in case he calls, I want to be there to take him call.


  10. How did you get away?

    You were the pet falcon of an old woman.

    Did you hear the falcon-drum?

    You were a drunken songbird put in with owls.

    Did you smell the odor of a garden?

    You got tired of sour fermenting

    and left the tavern.

     

    You went like an arrow to the target

    from the bow of time and place.

    The man who stays at the cemetery pointed the way,

    but you didn't go.

    You became light and gave up wanting to be famous.

    You don't worry about what you're going to eat,

    so why buy an engraved belt?

     

    I've heard of living at the center, but what about

    leaving the center of the center?

    Flying toward thankfulness, you become

    the rare bird with one wing made of fear,

    and one of hope. In autumn,

    a rose crawling along the ground in the cold wind.

    Rain on the roof runs down and out by the spout

    as fast as it can.

     

    Talking is pain. Lie down and rest,

    now that you've found a friend to be with.


  11. I am trying to feel something other than this pain of numbness

    My soul,

    My heart

    My love

    My joy

    My dreams

    Have perish with the ferryman

    I can’t laugh,

    I can’t cry,

    I can’t sleep

    I can’t think

    I can’t even complete a simple poem; it is like my life is cut in short….


  12. What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life?

     

    Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answerthese questions:

     

    > If:

    A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

    >

    >Is represented as:

    1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25

    26.

    >

    > Then:

    > H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K

    8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

    >

    > And

    >

    > K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E

    > 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

    >

    > But ,

    > A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E

    > 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

    >

    > And,

    >

    > B-U-L-L-S-H -I-T

    > 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%

    >

    > AND, look how far *** kissing will take you.

    >

    > A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G

    > 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118%

    >

    > So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Bullshit and *** kissing that will put you over the top.

    >

    'REMEMBER SOME PEOPLE ARE

    ALIVE SIMPLY BECAUSE IT IS

    ILLEGAL TO SHOOT THEM'

    >


  13. An excellent poem, “am a guest in this world so don’t worry for my safty”

    One of my favorite poet have said

    ““Life would be better if it didn’t end in death.”

    What nonsense!

    Without death life is meaningless.

    It would be a harvest left to rot.”

    This poem is by Mavlana Jalal al-Din Rumi


  14. Days have gone past

    Years seem to vanish

    Though you have been long gone

    My heart is hunted by love

    I smell your scent when you have been long gone,

    I hear your voice and you not there,

    I feel your touch when you not around

    I try to for get you and my heart start to crash

    My obsession confines me in a prison.

    I should set myself free.

    But how could I when my soul is lost in you.


  15. I treid to give you up and

    Live without the addiction of your love,

    I relapse when I hear your voice,

    Like, I am on some kind of narcotics.

    In my public and my private live,

    It is you i weep for

    It is you i laugh for

    It is you that keep’s me awake at night

    You give me pleasant dreams and nightmares

    You're entwine with my heartbeat

    Don’t you see honey

    Along and depressed I am dieing in helplessness for you love.

    I have treid to win your heart but I failed.


  16. This dude is as redneck as they come, neither his mom nor his dad is Somali, but for sure, his girl is Somali. But you know what though this other African American dude, whom i work with walaahi speak better Somali than most of Somali’s I know, it will make you sound Somali is your second language. So don’t be surprise if you see Chinese person speak the Somali language fluently.


  17. These are the 3-letter word, which break my heart from day 1 to the end of my life.

    Have I not brought him anything but luck and happiness into his live?

    At eve of my birth he was greeted with a promotion that he was not expecting,

    Nevertheless, he took me for a granted, and then when I need him the most he left me out in the desert, with no food and water, he started walking, and never look back, and that, THAT was the end of HIM and I.

    ‘Then the 2nd one come along,

    I have nourished him, loved him and protected him the best way I knew,

    I have supported him financially and mentally, though I am not his mother

    I have cared him like he was my only child; I have respected him like he carried me 9 months, loved him like he was a light to my soul.

    The only thank you I get it from him was “stop playing music into my earsâ€, and what hurts me the most is not that I was taken for granted by the one whom I brought happiness into his live, but to see the one I nourished and protected to fail live,

    God is my witness I don’t balm him for “his failure†it is I who fail me,

    3rd come along, and promise me for the world,

    He sweeps me off my feet by his charm ness and wittiness,

    He flipped my world upside down; I have loved him the moment I held his forearm,

    Though I knew the outcome, I couldn’t resisted his wittiness,

    The more I resist the more, fell for him,he crashed my heart with no regrets, and not to my surprise once more, I was disappointed by men,

    However, this time was different, this man murder my soul and no one could repair that.

    So tell me how could I trust the 3-letter word, ever again?