I wish I wasn't

[GuinaVere]

This is not a poem but a song that exactly expresses how I feel.

 

I'm home alone again

And you're out hangin with your friends

So you say

Somehow I know it's not quite that way

It's getting pretty late

And you haven't checked on me all day

When I called you didn't answer

Now I'm feeling like your ignoring me

I wish that you were home

Holding me tight in your arms

 

And I wish I could go back

To the day before we met

And skip my regret

 

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So you couldn't hurt me

it just ain't fair the way you treat me

No you don't deserve me

Wasting my time thinking bout you when you ain't never gon change

I wish I wasn't in love with you so I

wouldn't feel this way

 

When you touch me my heart melts

And everything you did wrong I forgive

So you play me and take advantage

Of the love

that I feel for you

Why you wanna hurt me so bad

I believed in you that's why I'm so mad

Now I'm drowning in disappointment

And it's hard for me to even look at you

And I wish that you were home

Holding me tight in your arms

And

I wish I could go back

To the day before we met

And skip my regret

 

Said you care about me

But from what I see

I ain't feeling that

So I disagree

Gave you all my love

And understanding

 

And you're treating me like your enemy

So leave me alone

Don't want nothing from you

Just go back where you came from

 

This house is no longer your home

You are not welcome no no no more

 

Hear you knockin' at the door again

I'm wonderin' should I let you in

I open up the door and see

The flowers for me

So

beautiful in your hand

Please stop begging me to take you back

I've always been a sucker for romance

And before you know

it I concede

You're all over me

Oh no here I go again

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So you couldn't hurt me.

 

Heather Headley

[BOB]

Nice 1 My Sister, now let me tell you how i feel .

 

She's what gets me through some days,

my guardian Angel of protection

and my dreams of us together

forging forward to a life of perfection

I am sure you and I are destined for each other

my cockiness to confront my ill

comfort is at times my love's blunder

I wondered why i didn't not ask

you to marry me a long time ago

a chance to exhibit my true love

that beckons from deep inside

excited expectations for this moment have arrived

while awkwardness and butterflies still reside

pride can't hide because I Love You Malaika

no one can match what your angelic smile can do

it brightens up the sky and lights my soul

it ignites internal flames so I succumb

to a stricken d@mb, truth speaks

my eyes cry and my heart weeps

only you can satisfy my needs

because it is you that I Love Malaika.

 

Peace, Love & Unity.