Here I’m sitting here all by myself

[Quite -Storm]

Here I’m sitting here all by myself wondering about love and what love is?

 

What is this thing called love? how can it be felt and shared I wonder who I will be loving and kissing when the moon is full.

 

How many times must my heart break, how many ways it will shatter, what’s gone become of this broken heart, will I be alive or will be just living statue.

 

How many hearts do I have to go through to find the right one, how many nights will I wonder about love.

 

Is it my destiny to search for a dream that will never come true, how many dreams must I dream off before you be a reality, what is this thing that makes me cry and call out your name.

 

Is it you or is it just my instinct that keeps on yearning for you.

 

Why you so hard to find, I have looked in the deepest mountain and in the darkness of the night and yet you were no where to be found.

 

Are you feeling my suffering and my sadness that filed my heart and flood my lungs with a deep tragic love.

 

Oh how I wished for you to see me and touch me, love me tenderly with your silky smooth hands and with your eyes that shines and make the stars brighter.

 

So many nights I have cried for you and so many days I walked the earth to look for you, many souls I have touched just to see a glimpse of you.

 

How many tears I have shed and how many thoughts I have re-lived just to keep you alive in my weak memory.

 

How many eyes I have stared at to see your brown hazel eyes, oh love I have said and saying is the only way I can relieve my emotions…………

 

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[Batuulo]

very nice piece Quite .

 

I remember the day when you became mine

I felt a happiness that was never ending

All I did was think of you

Night and day I pray that we'll always be

I believed you when you said

You'll never hurt me

Promises you made,

I kept in my heart

 

You said you 'love me'

You said you'll do 'anything for me'

A fool of me to believe you really cared

I never thought you'd hurt me

And leave me hangin'

When i gave you everything you wanted

Everything I could

 

Rumors I heard,

Bad Things I saw

All those I ignored

Knowing I never wanted to lose you

You never heard any complaints

And all I ever told you was, "I Love You"

 

I gave you my love,

My care and my heart

But all you gave me was

Sadness, heartbreaks and pain

 

I don't understand why you left me.. crying

When you said your love was for real

I can't understand why you broke my heart

I can't figure out why we make promises

When they're really meant to be broken

 

I ask myself, where did I go wrong?

What did I do to make you leave?

I blame myself and cry each day

And I still don't know why...

You walked out the door

 

You were a guy I treated well

And gave you love that was never ending

I trusted you with all my heart

Knowing, you'd never break it

 

I never thought I would be so wrong

For giving you my only heart

Hoping you would take care of it, as much as i did

But instead you broke it and tore it apart

 

You left a message, telling me, "I'm sorry"

You said you can't change for me

But, you want to be friends

 

But, i want you more than, just, a friend

I want you as my lover

So I can say, "I Love You"

 

Memories are what I have left

Thinking of you, is all i can do

Sometimes I wonder if you still

think of me

And, yet, I wake up and realize

You never really did

 

I can't understand

Why my tears won't stop falling

Why i cry for someone

So unworthy as you

 

Every one tells me

you ain't worth my tears

That you were wrong to leave me

And it's your lost... to let me go

 

I miss the way Everything was

The way you kissed me,

Hugged me and the way

You touched me, when

The lights were dim

You use to hold me, so tightly

And tell me you loved me, so softly

You always stared at me

With those cute lil' eyes and

Told me you'd never leave me

 

But What happened?

Why did you break all those promises?

Why does love have to hurt?

Why did you chose to let me go

And didn't stop me?

 

I'm full of questions.. without answers

I'm still sitting here waiting for that day to come

When you make me understand why you hurt me

 

They say... "let go", "move on",

I'll find someone else, someone better

I'll get over you

I used to give advice

Thinkin' it'll be easy

But I never knew how hard it could be

 

"They" just don't understand how hard it is

To lose someone so dear, someone you Love.

They don't know how much my heart is breakin'

and how it, just, won't go away

I try so hard to act like I don't care

But when i'm alone... I find myself crusin' for you, again

 

We used to have something special

I believed, we'd be forever

But how can it end so soon?

I don't know how to let go

Cause in my heart I hold you, so, tightly

 

I loved you more than words can say

You meant more than the world to me

Maybe, someday, I'll learn to let you go

And, someday, you'll realize that love is not a game

The time will come,

You'll know how i felt

And when you learn how to love,

You'll come to see that you hurt me

And made me cry

And on that day, you'll realize

That it was my heart you broke.