Ngonge I got the Xalwa- uncut and filled to the rime, and not by some old lady, but by a professional nuts sprinkled on top and embedded into it. It is delicious. I asked her if I can get it in London, she said No. :mad: Juxa and Faheema it calls for a girls night. Safe journey Faheema

CL Loool @ sitting and waiting and waiting. Juxa I already said I am not fuzzed about what people believe and follow in Love or Religion as long as you are happy with it, I will clap you on your way, help you pick out boxs of chocolate and kusband shirts and all that. CL is the one on the mission- I live and let live.

^^Now they will say you are a lesbo Faheema is confused- she believes and dreams of what Lily terms as Love- but she wants it to be renamed as commitment with a close male friend. Now I know why she has all those friends- makes sense- mid bey xanbaari *ducks CL now now, leave them be. Gosh this xalwa is so yummy. Carry on girls.

I just got a sliver bowel of Lebanese xalwa (I thought it was uunis when she gave me the metal bowel). It is so yummy, packed with nuts and god knows what- it makes Somali Xalwa just seem like sugar and oil/ hot water. This thing even smells yummy. Juxa I know you love Xalwa, shall I save you some?

^^If you accept Lily believes then you must also accept mine and CL and Faheema to a lesser extent- that one is a fast one. Lily now that Juxa has broken it down, I conclude I don't believe in your kind of love for the simple reason that I don't trust anyone beyond a certain point of about 40-45%. I only trust myself and Allah. So no trust, means lots of respect and okish understanding- that I can live with and live without. Juxa- sounds like boring and hard work- I don’t know if it is worth it.

^^Lily that makes no sense to ME. If I believed I would go out there and make another a believer so that I have evidence of my believe, and I would make sure that believe is beneficial to me! I guess it would make sense if I believed- looked, failed and then decided I don't believe. But that is not the case- I always knew it was not so, even as an 8yr old. I don't mind that you or anyone else believes- I think it is good for you and inshallah I hope and pray you find what you are looking for, but I object being treated like a freak because I don't share that ideal. CL and Faheema are the extreme ones- CL does not believe and her role is to make sure no one else does and if they do she mocks them. I just think Oh lord I hope they find something they are happy with. *Faheema don't be a freak now, but then again I often think people who keep seeing things are just talking about the Jinn and the Shidan.

^^^No, I have no such ideas at all. I cannot loose out- if it existed I would get my own- no need to get green eyed over someone else. BUT I don't believe it, at best there is tolerance, connivance and common ground for the time being. Those are things people always try to shove down others throat to try and make sense out of something like believe. Why can't it just be that I don't believe it, same way I don't believe in aliens even though people swear they seen, eat and lived with them. Faheema- now why would you say that- I have a heart, I just use it for useful things.

You love believers really need a new line, your assumptions of why people don't believe in love is out of this world, it is always: - Oh it is because you've been hurt before (err NO, never ever not even in my dreams - Your parents hate each other (not true) - Domestic violence (No never) - Other love related disasters ( No - Low self esteem or believe that you are unlovable ( err no, not true - Fear of rejection ( No, what is the worse that can happen) Can you please discuss in your next meeting the reasonable reasons we rejection this notion rather than your fake piety diagnosis *waves at Lily, how are u?

^^^That resolution lasted for about 5mins. I don't believe in poor chap syndrome. That which does not kill them will only make them stronger so maah. I'm sure one day they will thank me Faheema believes in measured love, she is a percentage lover. It is only love if it makes perfect sense like 2+2=4 and never 5

Some guy tried to convince me this the other day: Love is an integral part of Islam, if I don't believe in Love, there is something wrong or dent in my Islamic foundation. Can you believe the cheek?

^^^err does sugar count? Juxa: What??? :eek: *Blond mode* say walahi? Sayid you heard- I cannot take it back, so please take the daasaado.

Juxa I agree; Acceptance that it is a myth and patience not to kill him CL Juxa is one of those ones too- she just hides it under her jacket. Cara: lol I guess so, they look evil though

^^^too early for Qardho talk. Faheema do you remember you once told me to buy a box of oats to eat (8 or 10 bits) I'm nearly done with it- just had one and realised that I only have one left- I thought it was never going to finish! At Least it warms me up. Sayid I need to you pick up some stuff from me- the charity boxs and collection things. Oodeygi might want them back too you know.

^^^Loool Or maybe you area has too many junks that walk around at night and by the time you woke up, the snow was dirty brown with footprints and melting. In my area it looked like a carpet cover of snow and made nice sinking sound when you step. I did a little dance on my way to the tube- creat my own snow beat

^^^Fine don't call haadow and say you are stuck in some far away drive way and the car is slipping down hills. Even if it snowed a drop you should call and say my car is stuck in my own drive way NOT yours.

^^^I think I am sad, in a good way. Leaving work at 4pm inshallah. I have to go to Dahabshill and start a fight.

^Lol, bisinka. Why are you hating on me? No I slept in, then left my house at 10am when I was sure the choas and mad dash to work was over. It snowed tons, even East London was covered and it is still snowing (don't know what is wrong with Faheema's eye sight) Faheema I called you to tell you not to go into work you mad women because at that point it was snowing so much.

Acudubililah minia shidaan raajim. This song must have very big shidan undertone. It is creepy and looks freaky and I hate it. Nearly jumped out of my skin a few time. Uuuf

^^So cute to see you try to defend your brothers :rolleyes:

^^^I don't need to, I have recorded proof!!! :eek: :eek: You sound my badbud than my Bengali.

^^I never noticed you had an indian accent before :eek: C&H Lool tell her. Sheh gave up on me a long time. In fact the only time she messes up her perfect diet balance is when she meets with me and I make her eat junk

^^Yeah with flying kicks- thats how I like it. If I wanted miid is maldaqiya I would've got me southern farah

Lily. Lol @ secretly hopes for- I would've agreed, but really it just sounds like a little prison with four walls to me. We'll see how it works out for the rest of you. Cara, show me dhee. I can't find it. why would Queen be messing with Islam or Arabic for that matter? Same Queen that sang We will rock you?

CL: Dil dil dil, dil devaana ?? :confused: Kill kill Devaana? Who is she/ he and why must they be killed :eek: C&H that is what it sounded like to me. I gave up, it is too hard and I can't be asked and really I don't like control and planning. I eat when I am hungry and normally whatever I can find. Why over complicate life. How you doing and how is the new you coming along?

^^^It is a nice way of saying stingy farah- they normally wear designer gear. So no, they don't shop in charity shops.